BLAH.

Haircut.

Before:

Length: At the collar bone

Texture: Thick, Heavy, Coarse

Colour: Brown with a hint of red (Raspberry Macron)

After:

 Length: Just touching neck

Texture: Loose, Fluffy

Colour: Brown with a hint of gold/yellow (Chiffon Beige)

 The lighting in this picture exaggerates my current hair colour, just to give a clearer picture. Its more to the yellow/gold side, but still brown in general. 

SO.... I love my new haircut! Its basically the same just that shorter. LOL. And i just realized that it looks even more similar to Rainie Yang's current hairstyle. D: She is my favourite chinese celeb, but i do not want to look like a fangirl trying to imitate her. And to make it worst, i've got a new pimple scar that looks like Rainie's mole from far.  -_- But i do prefer my previous hair colour though, stuck with that raspberry macron colour for more than a year already, since april 2010. Wanted a change so i bought a different colour to try it out, well its still brown but with a hint of yellow/gold instead of my usual red. Not much of a difference, but its visible to me. LOL.

10 facts.

#1: Being down is my natural state of mind.
#2: I used to have severe acne, now left with post-acne scarring.
#3: I put on cosmetics, as well as cosmetic contact lens.
#4: I'm too lazy to match my outfits, so i tend to wear the same combination over and over again.
#5: Seriously lack of confidence.
#6: Being fat at the tummy.
#7: Improving on my ability to voice out.
#8: I like western, japanese and korean cuisine.
#9: I'm starting to accept myself better.
#10: I pray for peace, in every aspect of life and the world.

The best thing to do when you're stuck at work with nothing to do.

P.S: One of the rare days that i bothered to blow my hair. 2 words: LOVE.IT.

Its the opposite now. D:

Found these 2 pictures by chance, its taken in 2008, approx. 3 years ago.  My face was even rounder and my body is basically bones then, but now.... my face slimmed down a little and my body is alot rounder. -_- 

Why can't my body and face agree on the same size, can't they all be fat or slim at the same time. 

I AM WEIRD. LOL.

One of the days.

I'm feeling rather down right now. It's one of those days where I feel useless, unwanted and just helpless I guess. I'm sure everyone has gone through days like these. Recently, I've realized that many people are rather self-centered. Or maybe I'm just not significant enough to be appreciated. Does anyone even remembers me? What I have said/done?

Sometimes I just feel that I'm trying too hard. To prove myself when I dont need to. Putting unnecessary pressure on what I'm doing. All I wanted is to enjoy what I'm doing, is it that hard?

I sound exactly like a kid whining how unfair life can be. Totally childish, but it's just one of those days. I need a break from being logical at times.

Memories of long silky straight hair.

Had a chance to looking through my old hard disk and found alot of my old pictures in it. Sometimes i missed my long hair, but usually my face cringe at the sigh of my long haired pictures. :X anw, long hair has its benefits, short hair has it too. But im loving my short hair now!